Halloween is tomorrow, and I have to be honest…I’ve never been that into it. While I can seriously appreciate some chocolate, I don’t like to be scared - creepy masks and music freak me out!

But it did get me thinking…

Halloween isn’t the only time we wear masks.

Most of us wear invisible ones every single day - especially in our relationships.

We smile when we’re hurting. We say we’re fine when we’re not.
We pretend, even when we don’t mean to.

For me, one of my biggest masks I wore was when my kids were little.

KC has always traveled a lot for work. At one point, I had three kids under five and often felt exhausted, anxious, and at times - barely holding it together.

But I really didn’t want KC to know how stressed I felt. I wanted him to think I had it all under control. After all, I was the one who wanted three kids.

So I put on my “I’ve got this” mask… I’d smile through phone calls, act calm when he came home, and make sure everything sounded fine.

But really, I was angry and lonely. And then I felt guilty for being angry, because his work was our livelihood and I knew he was doing his best to check in and stay connected.

But it was HARD. And I felt alone a lot… But I continued to hide behind my mask hoping to prove to him (and me) that “I’ve got this.” But I wasn’t just hiding my struggle from KC - I was hiding ME.

I wore that mask to keep myself free from judgment, but it ended up keeping me from feeling connected - which is what I really wanted.

Why We Wear Masks

We all do it. We wear masks to look strong, stay safe, or keep the peace. But when we wear them too long, they stop being protection - and start being barriers.

Here are some of the most common masks I see (and maybe you’ll see yourself in one of them too!):

The Peacekeeper

Fear: “If I speak up, it’ll start a fight or they’ll leave.”
Result: You stay quiet to keep things calm, but end up resentful and unheard.

The Perfectionist

Fear: “If I’m not perfect, I’ll be criticized or seen as a failure.”
Result: You live under pressure and miss out on joy. You look strong, but feel constantly on edge.

The Caretaker

Fear: “If I stop giving, I won’t be needed.”
Result: You overextend, rarely receive, and end up feeling invisible or unappreciated.

The Comedian

Fear: “If I get serious, people won’t like me.”
Result: You make others laugh to deflect pain - and connection stays shallow.

The Stoic

Fear: “If I show emotion, I’ll look weak or needy.”
Result: You seem calm, but your partner can’t reach you. You appear strong, but feel alone.

The “I’m Fine” Mask (Similar to “I’ve Got This”)

Fear: “If I admit I’m not okay, people will think I can’t handle life.”
Result: You carry everything alone, looking capable, but feeling lonely.

The Cost of Keeping the Mask On

When we wear masks too long, our partners fall in love with the version we’re pretending to be - not the one that’s real.

We feel unseen, unheard, and exhausted from performing.

Pretending might protect us from short-term discomfort, but it also protects us from long-term closeness.

How to Start Taking the Mask Off

Here’s where you can begin:

1. Notice Your Mask.
   Ask: “When do I hide who I really am?” or “What version of me do I show instead?”

2. Name the Fear.
   What are you afraid will happen if you take it off?
   Rejection? Judgment? Disappointment?

3. Practice One Honest Truth.
   This week, say one thing that’s real - even if it’s small.

   “I’m actually feeling really overwhelmed.”
   “I miss feeling close to you.”
   “I’ve been pretending I’m fine, but I’m not.”

4. Respond With Curiosity, Not Defensiveness.
   When your partner opens up, don’t try to fix it or debate it. Just listen. Curiosity creates safety.

5. Celebrate Progress, Not Perfection.
   Every small act of honesty builds trust and makes your relationship stronger.

This Week on the Podcast

In this week’s Relating with Jen Funk podcast episode - “The Masks We Wear: Why We Hide in Relationships” - I unpack these masks even more.

I talk about where they come from, the fears that keep them in place, and practical ways to begin taking them off without fear or defensiveness.
It’s a powerful conversation about authenticity, connection, and the courage to be seen.

This Week’s Challenge

As you watch everyone dressing up this Halloween, take a moment to ask yourself:

“What mask am I wearing most - and what would it look like to set it down?”

Because connection doesn’t come from pretending to be fine.
It comes from being real.

With love and belief in you,

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P.P.S. My Holiday Edition of Ask Jen is coming up soon! Send me your questions about relationships, boundaries, or communication during the holidays - your question might be featured on the episode!

Jen Funk, CPC
Certified Professional Life & Relationship Coach
Helping others create deeply connected, fulfilling relationships.
www.jenfunkcoaching.com